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About Me

I am the girl you will more than likely never really know. I suggest you dont try, because I dont fully understand my own self anyway. It may sound silly but a few years ago I thought I knew who I was completely. But I realized that I can never be sure of who I am all the time because I am a creature of constant metamorphosis. No matter if I mess up and have to back track, or if I find something new and profound about myself and have an epiphany, its always changing, and that excites me. Im a person who always almost hits rock bottom, and eventually I push myself back up. It has been like that my whole life, but Im not afraid anymore because I know I will always save myself before its too late, and I find that comforting. Rain.It refreshes and replenishes me. When I get bored with life, I go out and sit in the rain, for hours, and contemplate my existence, who I am, and it makes me find the beauty in all the things I hate, and I fall in love with just being- all over again. It amazes me how complicated I make things and how complicated I make myself out to be. Sometimes you just have to stand back and realize how simple we really are to understand anything. I really am like a little girl deep down, and when Im by myself thats what I love most because she always comes out to play, and thats the me I wish and hope will never go away. I live in a small town. I see it as a place full of ignorance and no opportunity. Nothing exciting ever happens here and its the same routine everyday, with the same blur of people with a ridiculous mentality, it drives me insane, and disgusts me. Once you get me out of Temecula I am a very happy person

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Riverside, CA